I loved you for all the wrong reasons at all the right times.
I loved you because there was a time when you made my darkness a little bit brighter.
I loved you because there was a time when you made my pain a little bit more bearable.
I loved you because even if only for a few moments you silenced the voices that tore me down.
I loved you because there was a time when you waltzed with my demons.
I loved you because you made me feel such wonderous things.
I loved you because you made me feel whole.
I loved you because you made me feel beautiful.
I loved you because you gave me the things in which I couldn’t give to myself.
Yet, many of the reasons I loved you, faded away over time….
Instead of brightening my darkness, you added to it.
Instead of easing my pain, you made it worse.
Instead of silenced the voices, you created some new ones.
Instead of waltzing with my demons, you became one of them.
Instead of giving the wondrous things, you gave me heartache, self-doubt, anguish.
Instead of making me feel whole, you made me feel broken.
Instead of making me feel beautiful, you made me feel ugly and unworthy.
You gave me so much, you left with me with so much,
But beyond the bad, beyond the pain, beyond the heartache,
You gave me something else.
You gave me lessons to be learned.
You gave me power to be gained.
You game me a voice with which to be heard.
You gave me strength to persevere.
You gave me courage to fight for myself.
My dear lovers, I do not regret our time together, for regrets are such silly pointless things to me…
I am grateful to each of you for the invaluable changes you brought to my life.
My Beautiful Badass Unicorn Phoenix Goddesses, I Hope You Have A Magical Day!